"Caleb tried to tell me," she says around a mouthful of bread. "When I came back from the leylines? Told 'im... don't bother. S'not important."
She clears her mouth and continues. "But you're right. The plan is the plan, whether I know it or not, so I might as well just trust it. I mean, even after all this, I don't feel manipulated or coerced. I made my choices, and I took my leaps of faith, and I'm here, by some grace. I just-- I can't believe I'm saying this-- I did what I was made to do. I was exactly the person God thought I'd be. When you think about it like that, it's kind of humbling and amazing."
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Date: 2012-06-15 02:38 am (UTC)She clears her mouth and continues. "But you're right. The plan is the plan, whether I know it or not, so I might as well just trust it. I mean, even after all this, I don't feel manipulated or coerced. I made my choices, and I took my leaps of faith, and I'm here, by some grace. I just-- I can't believe I'm saying this-- I did what I was made to do. I was exactly the person God thought I'd be. When you think about it like that, it's kind of humbling and amazing."