"You," she admits. "I...remember something Roy - Arsenal - said on the whole matter that was pretty similar. More snark though. I waffle on it. I think the thing I'm worried about in all this is losing what I was always taught mattered the most."

She looks down. "For you, the Outsiders were about finding your soul. I thought I had one, but...I do have one. It's just everything I've ever been taught mattered is either wrong, or has this lens on it. If I take off those glasses, I'm not sure how I'm going to see." She tilts her head. "Did great things for you. I'm not you."